Well I now have a new job (still shitty) and an apartment (super small). I can't help but feel nervous still. It is still a huge change and I have so much packing and moving to do that I don't feel excited yet. My last big move was to college seven years ago, so I guess I am a little out of practice. The fact that I have a wonderful girl who loves me waiting there is the only thing that really makes going through all of this trouble worth it.
Right now I am so broke that I will have to pull a big chunk out of my emergency fund to make the move happen since I am pay for rent on two places for a few months. This is on top of the money I have spent traveling to and from the new place to see the girl and find an apartment. Now that I have I place I don't have to make that drive for a week or two. This is good also because it is a terribly boring drive as well as being two and a half hours long.
I am looking forward to leaving my current job. I just feel like I have done everything I can for the place. I know that I would never get promoted again and that would be the only way I could get more done. Still I feel bad because there are not enough people in the company to really replace me at the moment. As angry as that place makes me sometimes, it is still like another home to me and the people there are like my family. Going to a job that is almost the same for another company doesn't make me feel any better. Oh well time to move on.
